today is one of the hardest days i’ve ever lived. it keeps getting harder and harder to breathe. It was so beautiful seeing all 7 of you together again, and i’m so happy Jin is back, but then my mind tumbles into despair again. i don’t know that i can hold out for 362 more days, but at least i can hold out for one more day.

so that’s what i’ll do, i will hold out one day at a time.

until we meet again

-D