i want to build a place for you. i want to create a space where you can freely be yourself, where you don’t have to carry any burden, where you’re not the leader, the speaker, the diplomat, the hyung, the person in charge, the one everyone relies on. i want to make a place for you to relax, to leave it all outside, to forget their opinions and their voices. i want this place for you so desperately, i want to build it with my own hands. i want you to stop feeling like you need to be perfect and say the right thing. you’re just a guy. you’re an incredible, beautiful guy, but you’re just a guy. i want to build a home for you so you can focus on figuring out who you are and who you want to be, so you can stop shouldering the entire world any their expectations. if i could give you any gift, it would be this: a place where you can be Namjoon. a place without judgement, without burdens, without chores or titles or responsibilities, just… You. i wish i could give you this, Namjoon