I wish I had the right words to say to you, the hidden combination of letters that could somehow magically convey everything I feel right now, but if they exist, I have not found them. I will continue looking; you deserve to know your impact on this world and how loved you are. You deserve to rest easy and dream beautiful things, and to always know deep inside that you are special and appreciated. I do not pray, for I do not know whom to pray to, but if I did, I would pray for you and your joy. I would ask that you are always comforted, that you never fear, and that your pain melts away. I would take that pain myself if it meant you were spared any suffering. I would ask that your soul be enveloped in soft velvet so it would not bruise, and that your smile came easy and stayed long. I do not pray, but I wish. Please be happy, Namjoon