Sometimes when I feel really sad and I wonder if it’s even worth it to get out of bed anymore, I try to picture what you would say in that situation. Maybe you’d grunt or curse, maybe you’d be a little silly, or maybe you’d stay really still for a while, just absorbing the moment. I don’t actually know what you would do, but I’m sure I would like you to be kind to yourself, so I’m trying to be kind to myself too

Yesterday was a hard day for me, but I still made it to today, and I will make it to tomorrow

And maybe the next day won’t be so hard. Or maybe it will be, and I will still make it to the next day, and the next

Who’s to know how many days I have left? Who’s to know if I’ll slip on a banana peel tomorrow and suffer a cartoonish demise? But that doesn’t mean I won’t try today, and I’ll still eat bananas

Sleep well, Namjoon